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just wanted to share a personal look at what gear actually does to your body.

Neil Harris · 2025-12-30T08:47:41Z

heres the background- my training has honestly been kind of a mess. i love the gym and lifting heavy but i straight up hate dieting. getting there to do the work was easy but the food side was always a struggle for me cause i just wanted fast food and easy stuff. so yeah- steroids were 100% a shortcut for me and i totally admit that but thats not really the point of the post. my lifts arent even that crazy to be honest: (5RM) OHP- 145, Bench- 225, Squat- 275, DL- 405. im 6'3 and ive been training for 2 years. this isnt my first cycle either. i hopped on way to early the first time and made some solid gains but then i lost basically everything after PCT cause my diet sucked and i was partying way too much. the goal this time was simple- get big then get shredded. i started at 180, did a dreamer bulk up to 200 then cut back down to 180 and im still cutting for another few weeks. i just ran a basic PPL routine twice a week. bulked on like 4500-5000 calories and cutting on 2000-2500. cycle was 500mg Test E/525mg NPP for 8 weeks then switched to 525 Tren A/300mg Test E for the 8 week cut. the pics are both about an hour after the gym and flexed. 180 on the right is only 28 days after the 200lb pic on the left. im pretty stoked with how much changed in just 4 weeks. im open to any questions or if you want to talk shit thats fine too lol. i really wanted to talk about using too early and all the mistakes i made along the way. EDIT: yeah i have gyno from when i was a kid. i actually had surgery for it a few years back and it helped a bit but as you can see its still there. look i know i dont look amazing or anything but it is what it is. i dont really regret taking stuff since i never made any real progress being natural. take what you want from my experience i dont mind putting it out there.

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Evelyn White

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lifts might not be wild but consistency beats ego numbers anyway

Posted : 10/01/2026 3:01 pm

Emersyn Graves

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dieting being harder than training is so relatable lol that’s where most people mess up

Posted : 10/01/2026 3:04 pm

Emily Rodriguez

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appreciate you not sugarcoating the partying + food part- happens more than people admit

Posted : 10/01/2026 3:06 pm

Ella Taylor

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regardless of opinions on gear, the self awareness here is solid

Posted : 10/01/2026 3:07 pm

Cesar Bartlett

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that bulk then fast cut sounds brutal- respect for actually sticking it out

Posted : 10/01/2026 3:09 pm

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